tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-330488622011-09-09T02:14:47.357+08:00"would i lie to you?... maybe i will"kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.comBlogger371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1164972462631474292006-12-01T19:26:00.000+08:002006-12-01T19:29:17.446+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part,</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>You never leave someone behind,</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>you take a part of them with you and leave </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>a part of yourself behind.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Good-byes make you think. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>They make you realize what you’ve had, </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>what you’ve lost and what you’ve taken for granted.</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116497246263147429?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1162657409701945842006-11-05T00:23:00.000+08:002006-11-05T00:24:27.453+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">the best!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">its our birthday today!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">actually tapos na... hindi na ako umabot ng 12 am!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hehehe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thanks for the wonderful 1 month!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">love you my baby!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: amazed :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116265740970194584?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1162082402177984852006-10-29T08:35:00.000+08:002006-10-29T08:40:02.193+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">just got home </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">went to eastwood with some friends</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and of course the special someone</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">its good...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tired...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sleepy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">a bit dizzy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">disoriented...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">out of mind...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">non sense...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">details will be announced later</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">got to go to bed...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wash up...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: oo-updharmadown :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116208240217798485?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1161663347432090542006-10-24T11:42:00.000+08:002006-10-24T12:15:47.450+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">yan ang librong binabasa ni rica na pinahiram ni emman sa kanya...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">about un sa love and life itself...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">inspirational... educational... mukha nmang matino...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">one time nung down na down ako at humahagulgol kay rica ay ginamitan nya ako ng powers ng mahiwagang librong ito... ayon nga daw sa mahiwagang libro ay may reason lahat ng nangyayari sa ating buhay... siguro hindi lang ito ang tamang oras para mangyari ang gusto nating mangyari... kaya for the meantime.... maghintay ka at kilalanin ang tunay na sarili.... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yan ang gusto kong sabihin kay dj! ang kilalanin muna nya ang kanyang sarili bago sya maging atat at magreklamo kung bakit hindi dumadating ang tamang tao para sa kanya... siguro sign ang hindi pagdating ng taong iyon para marealize nya ang pagkukulang nya sa sarili nya, sa pamilya, sa kaibigan at sa kanyang buhay.... un bang kelang muna nyang i refocus ung priorities nya at ayusin ung mga naiwan nya nung mga oras na busy sya sa relationships...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kagaya ni rica... sabi nga nya baka daw hindi pa sya binibigyan ng realtionship ay dahil kailngan pa nmin syang mga kabigan nya para sumalo sa mga problema namin... un bang taga kinig... taga advice... pano nalang kung may partner na sya, e di magkakaroon na rin sya ng sarili nyang problema at wala na syang time para asikasuhin pa ang mga problema namin... nakakatouch no, pero kung titingnan mo parang ang selfish namin... hehehe... thanks rica... hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kapag wala ka! alam mo namng sayo ko binubuhos ang mga problems ko... thanks for being patient and understanding...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ganito pala ung feeling na lagi mong kasama ang taong mahal mo... u dont worry about anything... u feel free to do things na u usually do.... sobrang masaya... sobrang nakakagaan ng loob... wala kang iniisip kundi sya at wala kang goal kundi pasayahin sya.... im really really thankful...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: red dress-sugababes :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(ung sinasayaw ni luningning sa pasalog... wahahaha)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116166334743209054?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1161270097439906712006-10-19T22:58:00.000+08:002006-10-19T23:01:37.450+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haaay...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayun na virus ung pc ko... haaay... lecheng trojan virus na yan... ang lupit... walang patawad! grrr... kung pwede lang na mabura na sa mundo yang mga virus na yan... wahahaha..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bakit ako tumatawa... malungkot pala ako.. hehehe... baliw na... wahahaha.. haaay buhay... ewan ko ba... hindi na namn ako makapgisip ng matino! waaaaaaaaahhh!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-----------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: breaking free-highschoolmusical:.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116127009743990671?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160986483411040122006-10-16T15:50:00.000+08:002006-10-16T16:14:43.423+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">wahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oo nilalagnat ako!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bakit? epekto siguro ng mga ginawa ko ngayong linggo...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sulit na sulit ang bakasyon</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kaya ayan binabawian na ako!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">o pwede rin nman dahil in lab...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hikhikhik....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wahahahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">adik ako!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wala sa sarili...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bangag!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">cge na hindi ako magakapgisip ng matino</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sya lang nasa isip ko... wahahha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">papaliguan ko pa si eddie!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-----------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: sexyback-justintimberlake :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116098648341104012?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160819272226218622006-10-14T17:19:00.000+08:002006-10-14T17:49:31.776+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">finally...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tapos na ang <strong>octoberfest</strong>... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and it was truly a bomb!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wahaha... sa UN ave. manila kami nagoctoberfest... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">the theme?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>"wet and wild dance to trance"</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nakakatakot naman un!!! hindi ako handa!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>a night of overflowing beer and sisig/crispypata!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">at first parang boring pa kasi wala pa maxado tao tsaka puro mga corny pa...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and it all began when i joined the BDC!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">huwaaaat!! <strong>ako?!? sumali ng beer drinking contest!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i did it just to break the ice sa tropa...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kung walang magsisimula ng kalokohan walang kasiyahan ang magaganap...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">astig!!! a pitcher of pale pilsen beer! walangya! hindi man lang ginawang light!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ok lang masarap to! sulit na sulit ang 250 ko kasi simula palang lasing ka na!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yeah right... the ussual... ako ang youngest sa mga kasali...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and the host even doubted kung legal age na ako! grrr...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaha... i finished 3rd yata!!! leche! ang dami non ah... isang pitchel!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero kahit tapos na ung game umiinom pa rin ako sa pitchel para hindi sayang ung beer!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>in short sugapa...</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and then there was the water sprinklers!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">the best!!! my first time... actually first time ng lahat!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">street party with a twist! parang dumaan si milenyo the second time...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sobrang basang basa kaming lahat...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">my jeans,my shirt,my socks,my shoes and even my underwear was soaking wet..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and wen i say really wet, i really mean it... para kang naligo ng fully clothed...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>but it was a blast! the night was good... actually it was excellent...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">the reason why we had that get together was to have a sort of farewell party to my closest bud ravee and cj</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yup... mahirap nga naman magcelebrate knowing that may mawawala but promises are made na mauulit yon</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">all were havin fun... sobrang dami talagang beer... sobra sobra (because one of my friend's mom works for the event... benifits nga naman ng may mga kakilala sa taas... lakas ng kapit! hahaha)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayun... good for us wala nman nalasing ng todo... lahat nga lang ay nabaliw sa streetparty...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">we went to ravee's house to get ourselves dry... kawawa nga ung taxi na nasakyan namin kasi sobrang nabasa namin ung car seat nya.. wahaha... <strong>drip... drip... drip...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>all was good... the best part for me... the cheers that we've made... mahirap nang maulit un... sama sama sa saya... nothing can replace the joy of being with your closest friends...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">to <strong>cj!</strong> angas mo! alam kong <strong>hindi ka maasar harlem boi!</strong> pero magkikitakita pa rin tyo somehow! sumwhere! malay mo sa skul na lilipatan mo!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">to <strong>ate kaye and caila</strong>... go laguna peeps!!! im goin to miss you guys... tsikahan nlang sa greys anatomy season 3!! <strong>love you both- from mc dreamy</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>and cheers to my best bud raevee! im surely goin to miss you my sis! you will never be forgotten... i promise!! </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>i love you so much and the times that we were together will surely be missed... mwaaaahhh!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-----------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: love generation-bob sinclair :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116081927222621862?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160574843156370122006-10-11T21:24:00.000+08:002006-10-14T17:49:48.646+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">-speechless nanaman si speech echo-<br /><br />sa wakas... nabigay na ang mga classcard... ayun ok nman ung results... akala ko babagsak na ako sa anatomy 1 at physiology... awa namn nga Diyos... konting dasal at sundot ng konting pagsisiskap eh naipasa ko ang sem na to!!!<br />waaaahh!!! bumaba man ung average ko eh ok parin namn kasi good standing pa rin ako... may chance pa next sem... sana mabago ko na study habits ko... sana magimprove na me... sana maging maayos na yung nest sem... sana! sana ! sana! waaaaahhh!!!<br /><br />kahit na anong kagustuhan ng tropang magsaya eh hindi namin magawa knowing na nalagasan ang barkada... haaay... nalulungkot talaga ako... gusto kong umiyak... gusto kong magwala... bakit!!! bakit siya pa... ung pinakaclose ko sa batch... ung eversince kaklase ko na... ung pinakatropa ko... ung tinuturing ko nang kapatid... bakit sya pa... haaay... tapos sinabayan pa nung iabng laguna pips... lahat close ko... lahat kinalulungkot ko!!! gusto ko nang humagulgol!!! nakaklungkot! di ko na kaya!!!<br /><br />siguro pagdating ng pasukan nalang magsisink in sakin laht nung kalungkutan... mamimiss ko un lahat!!! ung sllep over sa bahy nila... ung kwentuhan ng walang tigil.... yosi break... malate nights... lahat mamimiss ko!!! haaay... sis... mamimiss talaga kita... laking ipinagdadasal ko ngayon na sana mapagbigyan lahat ng bumagsak... sana maayos... sana maintindihan nila na nasa stage kami na kung saan nahihirapan talaga kami... sana maisip nila na mahirap talaga at kelangan pa ng mas malaking period of adjustment... sana talaga!!!<br /><br />sa lahat ng classmates ko ikaw lang ung naging pinakaclose sakin... you know naman na i can tell you laht ng gusto kong sabihin... halos laht ng pic ko sa frendster ikaw kasama ko... mamimiss ko un!!! sis... kaya mo yan... wag ka mawalan ng pagasa! hindi pa dito natatapos un... alam ko mahirap pero nandito kami para suportahan ka... haaay... harlem boy! mammimiss din kita sobra... alam mo namang ikaw ung isa sa mga guys na sobrang naging close ko... haaay... laguna girls!!! waaah! di ko na kau makakasabay sa bus!!! alam ko mababawasan na tayong mga laking probinsya pero alam nyo namn na nandito lang ako!!! pero wag muna mawalan ng pagasa! kaya pa yan!!!<br /><br />eto pa... ewan ko ba kung natutuwa sina dadi sa grades ko... haaay... kulang pa ba un? alam ko bumaba ang average ko... pero sana maintindihan nila na mahirap talaga ang proper at pasalamt nalang at wala akong bagsak at good standing pa rin ako... pero ok lang... naiintindihan ko nman eh... haaay... masaya ako ng sobra sa mga nangyayari sakin ngayon... ok ang grades ko... ok ang lovelife... ok nman in general... malungkot lang kasi mawawalay sa mga close buddies ko... haaay!!!<br /><br />mixed emotions talaga!!! waaahh!!! gusto kong sumabog!!! gusto kong magwala!!! gusto kong sumigaw!!!! pero ano bang magagawa ko... ganun talaga! hindi na mababago ang nangyari na... kung pwede lang sana... haaay... buhay nga naman... para na akong baliw dito... iyak tawa! iyak tawa! buti na lang nandyan ka... hindi mo ko iniiwan... salamat sayo at kahit papano lumalamang ang saya sakin dahil alam kong hindi ka nawawala sa tabi ko...<br /><br />haaaaay... bangag na ako!<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />thanks for being there for me...<br />one whole day is still short for me...<br /><br />.: love will show you everything- jenifer love :.<br /><br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116057484315637012?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160405315585412552006-10-09T22:13:00.000+08:002006-10-09T22:48:35.600+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">ikaw-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ikaw na makulit-ikaw na OA-ikaw na mainisin-ikaw na maikli ang pasensya-ikaw na walang ginawa kundi awayin ako- ikaw na laging nangaaway- ikaw na walang tiwala sa pagmamahal ko- ikaw na laging nega- ikaw na sobrang pessimistic- ikaw na doubtful- ikaw- oo ikaw---</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ikaw na mahal na mahal ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sobrang hindi ko akalain na dadating ka sa buhay ko... sobrang biglaan... sobrang bilis... sobrang hindi kapanipaniwala... pero ngayon nandito ka... kasama kita... sa ngayon wala na akong hihilingin pa...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nung umpisa pinigilan ko ung sarili ko dahil sa ibat ibang dahilan... akala ko ayaw mo sakn... akala ko wala sakin ung hinahanap mo... akala ko wala lang ako sayo... kinaibigan kita just to get over dun sa nararamdaman ko... pinilit kong wag isipin pero di ko nakayanan... ngayon tayo na... kala ko sa pangarap lang... akala ko di na mangyayari...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">alam ko na dadating ang time na magaaway tayo... hindi ko alam kung anong pwedeng mangyari... pero ayokong isipin un... ayokong makita maski sa panaginip ko ung anong pwedeng mangyari satin... basta ang alam ko masaya ako ngayon... sobrang pinapasaya mo ako...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">takot din ako... takot akong masaktan ka... takot akong madisappoint ka... pero alam ko naman na someway mangyayari yun kaya ngayon palang gusto ko nang magapaologize kung ano mang pwedeng mangyari...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">gaya ng lagi kong sinasabi sayo... handa akong magbigay... handa akong umintindi... handa akong magadjust at handa akong magmahal ng todo para sayo... wag mong isipin na hindi mo desrve ung ibibigay ko kasi sa puso ko at sa isip ko alam ko na karapat dapat ka sa atensyon na ibibigay ko... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi ako makatagal ng hindi ka nakikita... lagi kita agad namimiss... ayokong malayo sayo... sobrang saya ko ngayon... hindi mo lam kung gano kalaking saya ang naidudulot mo sakin... sobrang laki ng pasasalamat ko na binigay ka nya sakin... at pinangako ko na i would treasure kung ano man ung natanggap ko mula sa kanya... ikaw un...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oo, kasama ka sa dasal ko... lagi... lagi kang nasa isip ko... seeing you nawawala lahat ng pagod ko... tanggal lahat ng sama ng loob ko... looking in your eyes lalong nadadagdagan ung nararamdaman ko for you...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">you are more than a partner to me- i consider you as my bestfriend... i think i could say to you laht ng gusto kong sabihin- i could act natural kapag ikaw ang kasama ko. i dont wori about anything kapag ikaw ang kaharap ko.. i could be me... i could be wat i am...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dont want to go out of this relationship without even learning anything from you. gusto ko rin na may matutunan ka sakin... not to change your character but to make us both a better person... i've known and liked you for you you are and i dont want to change anything... just be yourself... just be who you are...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i love you so much and i would never trade you for anything else...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: if i believe-jinky vidal :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116040531558541255?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160393098587847612006-10-09T19:08:00.000+08:002006-10-09T19:24:58.600+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">finally... at last... the closure was done... a new one is yet to come... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oo, aminado ako... kahit papano naging rude ako sa kanya... alam ko partly kasalanan ko talga.. alam ko na kahit papano nasaktan ko sya in any way... sabi ko nga sa kanya... who cud blame me... mahirap talaga ung situation... nandon sya tapos nandito ako... you could never build a relationship na nabubuhay lang sa madalang na text at paminsan minsang tawag... yup... mahirap talaga ang situation... pareho naming dineprive ang sarili namin na maging masya... siguro nga we cud be happy... hindi man sa piling ng isat isa pero alam ko na magiging masaya rin sya... coz i am right now... and the feeling im experiencing right now is one of the best...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">why does we always have to consider the past in entering a new life?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-sabi nga nila "the best teacher is experience" once you've already passed certain things it would be easier the second time around... tama nga namn... alam mo na kasi napagdaanan mo na... that the good thing about the past... pwede mo irecall kapag kailangan mo nang gamitin...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-pero bakit ganon... somehow, in a way we are prisoners of our own past... takot tayo to enter the new life because we are still in the cage of our own shadows... minsan takot ka nang maulit ung mga pagakakamali... takot ka nang masaktan ulit... but how will you know kung papasa ka na sa buhay kung hindi mo man lang ittry na pasukin ito... yup... it takes a lot of guts to do that... pero isnt it worth it? alam natin in one way or another na malamang masasaktan ulit tyo... pero di ba its worth the risk namn especially if you know na magiging masaya ka sa bagong buhay na papasukin mo...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-sana nga ganon kadaling takasan ang nakaraan... sano ganon kabilis kalimutan ang kahapon... sana... sana... puro nalang sana... di ba pwedeng gawin nalang natin imbis na umaasa tayo na mangyayari ang mga bagay?... mahirap pero kakayanin... masakit pero kailangan... haaay... buhay nga naman...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-basta alam ko na masayang masaya ako ngayon... malaking part ung dahil sa kanya pero syempre may naiambag din ung naramdaman kong kalayaan mula sa nakaraan... matagal kong kinulong ang sarili ko sa pagasang babalik sa dati ang lahat... pero alam ko na mas magiging mahirap kung patatagalin ko pa ung paghihintay ko... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-salamat sayo... salamat sa memories... salamat sa lahat... marami akong natutunan sayo at alam kong magagamit ko un ngayon... wala akong pinagsisisihan... wala akong hinanakit... wala akong panghihinayanganan... sana naiintindihan mo ko the way na inintindi kita... alam ko at pinagdadasal ko na maging masya ka dyan... salamat... walang halong biro</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thank you for all the things you've taught me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">it was all worth it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: you dont know me-jann arden :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116039309858784761?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1160195070028846742006-10-07T09:15:00.000+08:002006-10-07T12:24:30.050+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>who's stupid?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">me... yep... i openly admit... i really am... no doubt... for sure... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">you want to know why?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- who the heck in the world would do the same mistake... in two consecutive days and at the same person which is a hell a lot of important to myself... haaay... <strong>i really regret what i've done</strong>, im just hoping that he would try to understand that sometimes its the circumstances that's making things happen... I can't turn back the time and rewind all the things that happened... i guess the least i can do is to try not to make the same mistakes again... <strong>but how will i be able to correct the things if he wud not give me the chance to do </strong>it... crap! <strong>shit really happens</strong>....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-so little time-little things-and so little chance was given to me to prove what i feel and what i can do for this relationship... why the hell on earth does all the people do the same thing... they are afraid of being hurt and afraid of hurting somebody... <strong>isnt it enough reason that you love each other to take risk in entering a relationship and understanding the demands of it? isnt it enough reason that you are together to keep the relationship stronger?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-i guess im just too optimistic that i do not feel that sad right now... thats whats wrong with me... <strong>i cant admit to myself that i am hurt even i really am devastated and broken</strong>... i always want to see the glass half full intead of half empty that i dont want to invest some emotions on it... isnt it great if you could cry your heart out because of what you feel? sometime i envy those people who feels depressed and cant stop weeping over things... me? im just here... yes i am sad... but in a way i see it as an advantage for me... i see it as a blessing rather than a burden...<strong> i always feel positive... isnt that bad? tell me...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-am i too stupid to not feel any pain... yes i regret and wish i could turn back time... i admit that i dont want it to end but someway, somehow, i dont want to feel or face the reality that i really am into pieces... <strong>i cant live without you... i really cant... its not for security... im happy with you, im ready to accept you, im willing to adjust, im willing to consider and understand, but most of all i want to learn from you... i want to know things that i never knew... and i want you to be the one to teach me... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-i guess im only a bit mad at you beacause you deprive yourself of being happy... you dont want to risk... youre afraid... your making sure of it... in a way its the right thing to do... but what if things just pass by without you even knowing because <strong>youre too busy calculating the formula for love and perfect relationship which is not and never will be possible in any way... </strong>you will only know it if you are in it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-i will give you time but please give me the chance to love you and to prove to you that i am something... that i am different... that i need you and that i really am sorry...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>please...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">---------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: missing you-freestyle:.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-116019507002884674?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159976955603730222006-10-04T22:58:00.000+08:002006-10-04T23:55:21.970+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">simula ngayon ay favorite ko na ang <strong>empanada</strong>... isama mo na rin ang turon at ang araw na october 4, 2006, wednesday... ngayon un... bakit? <strong>sikretong malupit walang clue</strong>... hehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaaay... akalain mo un... di ko inakala un eh... sino bang magaakala... akala ko maling akala... pwede plang magkatotoo ang akala... ano sa akala mo... magaakala ka pa ba? natupad ang akala ko lang noon... waaaaaaaahhhhh!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">salamat! salamat! salamat! at ang saya saya ko ngayon!!! </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>change topic:</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kamusta naman ang araw ko? syempre masaya! cloud 9! haaay... kumain, matulog at kung ano ano pa... haaaay... magaaral sa PT1 maya maya! finals pa rin... buti namn sa friday tapos na lahat ng exams ko... goodluck sa bigayan ng class card... <strong>goodluck sakin... goodluck sa lahat ng proper</strong>... sana walng matanggal... asa pa ko... hehehe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nanay! ok lang yan kahit na depressed ka... makakahanap ka rin ng lalaki para sayo! alam ko naudlot ang lovelife mo... ok lang yan.... marami pang iba dyan... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 1 --- michael pantoja bongar</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 2 --- allan francis santoalla</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 3 --- rey martin burgos</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 4 --- mark anthony lago... hihihi</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 5 --- roland sardan</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 6 --- euberto lagera</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">candidate no. 7 --- ako tol! ako! lakasan nlang ng loob to!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">just type in:</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>luvlyf</strong> (space)<strong> <space>candidate number</strong> (space) <space><strong>date</strong> (space)<strong> <space>school</strong> (space)<strong> <space>school address</strong> (space) <space><strong>favorite color</strong> (space) <space><strong>most hated person</strong> (space) <space><strong>zodiac sign</strong> (space) <space><strong>save the la mesa dam</strong> (space)<space><strong>gwapo si kiroy</strong> (space) <space><strong>!!!!</strong> (space) <space><strong>ur message to pres. GMA</strong> (space) <space><strong>i luv jolina and marvin</strong> (space)<space><strong>ur maid's cell number</strong> (space)<strong> ur ex's number</strong> </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and send to your neighbor's house via air mail... kelangan paru paro ang stamp na gagamitin mo... mabibili lang ito sa adams school supplies... gets?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">love u nay!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-----------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>haaay...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: cupid :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115997695560373022?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159896643611792442006-10-03T23:41:00.000+08:002006-10-04T01:30:43.633+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">actually hindi ko talaga alam kung ano yang dalawang yan... hahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">topics namin sa psychiatry pero hindi ako nakinig sa lesson kaya wala akong nasagot kanina sa finals exam...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">9. differentiate delirium from dementia...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- delirium: positive for all... dementia: negative on CC and AO</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">napakagandang sagot! hehehe... haaay... papasa namn eh, sana...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">natatakot ako sa sinabi nila na 25% ang matatanggal sa current 3rd year proper students... syempre nakakatkot kasi baka matnggal ako, nakakalungkot kasi may mawawala at mahihiwalay... nakakahinyang kasi marami ka nang nainvest... tama? oo alam ko tama ako... may aangal?! uupakan ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dahil sa nakaraang bagyo eh badtrip at nausog pa nag finals namin... imbis na bakasyon na ako ngayon at nakikipaginuman sa kanto at gumagala sa malate eh finals pa tuloy namin... badtrip! pero ok lang, atleast napapatagal ang stay ko sa PLM if ever na matatanggal ako... wahehehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kawawa naman ang mga billboard sa SLEX... bumagsak halos lahat... si claudine baretto (FnH) eh nakapatong na sa linya ng mga squatter... ang saklap... si boy bawang nalang yata natitirang nakatyo dun eh... kahit si angel locsin hindi nakalipad nung humahangin na... haaay... kawawang pilipinas...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">milenyo... kawawa naman ung batang pinanganak sa gitna ng bagyo... milenyo pangalan nya... kung ako ung baby itatakwil ko nanay ko... anong magiging nickname ko... mili? pwede rin ang enyong... wahaha... kawawang bata... di nya alam ang pagbabalahura sa kanya ng magulang nya... wala xang kalaban laban... hehehe... di pwedeng magobject... wag namn sana na ang pangalan ng mga kapatid nya ay sina rosing at neneng... haayy...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Dota... ayun dota na namn kanina.. 3 hours straight akong nakaupo sa chair kasama ng mga kaklase ko... dota! dota! puro nlang dota! ang saya sya... wahahaha... at final moment.. bayaran na sa counter... trendelendenburg!!! tumataginting na 80 pesos... at ang pera ko nalng aya ang pamasahe ko pauwi... akala ko aabutin lang ng 29 ang babayaran ko... napasarap yata ako! buti nalang tumawag si mami sa cel ko, sabay daw kami pauwi... pasok! libre pamasahe! hehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nawiwili ako sa mga long talks concerning love and relationship... ewan ko kung bakit.. at buti nman may nagatatangal at nagttyagang makipagubusan ng oras sakin sa pakikiride sa trippings ko... pero seryos ang dami kong natututunan... ang dami kong nalalamn, nag dami kong narerealize ang dami kong napagtanto... iba iba nga lahat ng tao, ibat ibang perception o pananaw... iba ibang pagiisip... iba ibang strategy... pero meron ba talagang strategy sa love? kung meron sana malaman ko na... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dahil dyan iiwanan ko kayo ng isang tanong:</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-may dala akong apples n nakalagay sa basket,dadalin ko kay snow white kelangn pag dating ko s kanya isa n lng matitira pero bago ako makapunta sa kanya dadaan muna ako sa 7 dwarves at kakainin nila ang half ng content nung basket.question:ilan lahat ng apples?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">salamat cyrus sa tanong: ang sagot: magcomment kayo!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">love you too!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: my goodies-ciara :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115989664361179244?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159611210306064792006-09-30T18:07:00.000+08:002006-09-30T18:13:30.316+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haaaay... ayun dumaan na nga si milenyo! grrr... buti nman at walang nagyaring disaster sa bahy namin... aside sa walang kuryente, walang tubig, walang signal at walang magawa!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">eto ako ngayon... nasa maynila... talagng dumayo pa ako d2 para lang maginternet kasi nga walang kuryente sa bahy... ang nakakinis don topak tong internet shop na pinasukan ko... walang kwenta... di ko man lang magawa ung mga gusto kong gawin sa internet... grrr...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">naiinis din ako kasi walang pasok... 3 days na!!! imbis na bakasyon ko na next week naextend pa dahil na move ang finals... kainis talaga ni milenyo! leche... walang mapuntahan, walang magawa talaga!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero kung iisipin may mga taong mas dapat mabadtrip kaysa sakin... ung mga nawalan ng bahy... nawalan ng kapamilya at nawalan ng bubong!!! waaaaahhh!!! kawawa namn sila.... pasalamt nalang tayo n walang masamang nagyari satin at walang kapinsalaan ang naganap sa pamilya natin... haaaaay...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sa monday... exams na namn... ayun... anatomy 1... goodluck! gudluck sa lahat ng exams na sunod sunod! kabanas!!! ah ewan... basta gagala nalang ako!!! magbibingo!!! hahaha... tatambay at magiigib ng pampaligo!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">miss ko na mga kaklase ko at mga tropa ko!!! dota na!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thanks for the replies...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: bad day-daniel powter :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115961121030606479?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159368002261318472006-09-27T22:26:00.000+08:002006-09-27T22:40:02.323+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">whooops!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wahahaha! sa wakas! natututo na rin akong magdota! konti na lang matatalo ko na kayong lahat!!! ewan ko ba at natripan ko kaninang makipaglaro ng dota sa mga tropang irreg!!! the best kayo mga tol! first time syempre medyo magmumukha kang tanga... actually mukha talaga akong tanga kanina nung nagsisimula... pero symepre nung tumagal tagal eh natututo na ako! hindi ko nalang magets kung ano ung mga dapat kon bilhin at ung iba pang details... pero natapos ang laro kanina ng second to the last lang ako knowing na ako lang ang first time maglaro at walang kaalam alam sa ginagawa ko at tinuturuan lang ako ni ardie... buti nalang napatay ko si roland aka chaka ng apat na beses!!! waaaaahhh!! the best talagang magdota! nakakadik!!! believe me masya sya laruin lalo na kung nagsisisgawan kayong laht sa loob ng isang comp shop at nagmumurahan kayo habang nagpapatyan ang mga monster nyo! haaaay... gusto ko pang magdota! sobra! bukas ulit! waaaahhh!!!mukhang talagang maaadik na ako sa dota ah! ok lang! astig to tol!!! ayos na ayos!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-hindi namn mukha akong endorser ng online gaming sa commercial nyan! hehehe---</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">walang pasok bukas!!! may bagyo!!! ewan ko ba kung bakit may bagyo... pero ang di ko malaman at di lubos maisip ay kung bakit "milenyo" yata or "milenya" ang pangalan ng bagyo! sana jolens nalang o kaya juday... mas ok pa... wahahaha... mukha tuloy kalaban ni volta o kaya ni super inggo ung bagyo! wahahaha... pero atleast walang pasok! kahit na tunog bisugo ung pangalan ng bagyo laking pasalamat ko pa rin dito...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">1 down 4 more to go... ntapos na ang exam namin sa kines kanina... ok namn... natatawa lang ako sa question number 50 ni dra. Ynion... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">50. gather your thoughts... relax... reagin your composure... for 1 point... write the initials of your crush on the space provided!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">walangya! akala ko nman kung anong major na katanungan ang itatanong nya! usisain daw ba ang lovelife ko!?! hahaha... pero ok lang atleast may give away na 1 point... tawa lang ako ng tawa kanina habang nageexam tuwing naiisip ko ang tanong na yon! haaay... mukha nga daw ako tanga kanina eh... hahahaa </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">since walang pasok bukas... ayon sa kanila kahit na hindi ko pa nacoconfirm... ay mauusog ang finals namin sa physical therapy 1... walangjo! mauudlot pa tuloy ang bakasyon ko! syempre extended ang exam days dahil sa bagyo! ok lang kahit konti kasi makakapagaral ako! pero nakakatamad talaga!!! waaaahhh!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">antok na talaga ko! matutulog n me!! hindi ko na kaya!!! mga tol! dota ulit bukas! ingat</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">havent heard from you the whole day...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: ever so sweet-early november (emo) :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115936800226131847?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159275265858481882006-09-26T20:43:00.000+08:002006-09-26T20:54:25.883+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">waaaaaaaahhh!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yan ang pamagat ng 1st episode ng 3rd and newest season ng grey's anatomy!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay!! simula na namn ng pagpupuyat sa panonood ng paborito kong TV series...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi pa nman sya pinapalabas sa pilipinas kasi nasa 2nd season palng ung studio 23...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wala pa rin nito sa quiapo kasi ng episode 2 palang naman ang naair sa amerika... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(sa quiapo kasi ako bumili ng complete 1st and 2nd season nito... sympre pirated dvd)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">salamat nalang sa you tube at sa mga amerikanong naguupload ng newest episodes sa net kaya napapanood ko na sya ngayon! exciting na ang mga nangyayari! waaaahhh!!! kaya kat at kaye ikkwento ko nalng sa inyo!!sa mga nagbabalak na simulan ang pagkaadik nyo sa greys anatomy ay simulan nyo na!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">recommended for:</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-medical students</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-students planning to go to med school</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who enjoyed sex and the city but wants a touch of health care on it</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who loves medical drama</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to have additional infos about health</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to laugh</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to be in loved</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to hear the newest songs in america</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who want to hear some quotable quotes</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to shout and scream and jump all over the place while watching TV... (thats me.. hahaha)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-people who wants to go abroad as nurses (trust me you dont want to watch this)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">simula na ng finals bukas!!! waaaaw! di pa ako nagaaral!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nakaktamad eh... buti nalang may pahingang araw ako ngayon!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">excited na akong magbakasyon kaya lalo me tinatamad!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero magaaral na me... pramis!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">cge na paalam na baka bumagsak pa ako!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">---------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">everything's doing fine</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero magpacheck up ka na!!!!!!! hehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: how to save a life-the fray :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115927526585848188?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1159113389030294392006-09-24T23:33:00.000+08:002006-09-24T23:56:29.046+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>all about recovery...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">finally, im ok now... we're ok... i hope... hehehe... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nagkausap na namn kami... ok na lahat... back to normal... back to the ussual... sana this time around its going to be better and wala nang anumang pwedeng mangyaring masama... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>next topic please!!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kanina we've visited our friend frances... namatay kasi ung dad nya last week and kahapon nilibing so chineck namin sya knaina if she's doing fine, kung ok lang ba sya... buti nman she's doing good... medyo naiyak ng konti kanina pero i know that she's strong enough to handle the situation... mahirap nga naman pero kailangan nyang tanggapin...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bakit ganon noh... minsan bigla bigla na lang nangyayari ang di inaasahan... sa taong hindi mo pa inaasahang mangyari un... sabi ko nga sa kanya isipin na lang nya na nasa bakasyon si tito para namn hindi ganon malungkot... pnganay sya sa 4 na magkakapatid at syempre kelangan mong magiging matatag sa harap ng mga kapatid nya... kung bibigay sya, pano na sila... kaya nga bilib ako s knya kasi alam nya ang responsibilidad nya sa pamilya... kung sakin nabgyari yun... wag namn sana pero di ko talaga kakayanin... siguro nasa kwarto lang ako buong araw at umiiyak.... salute to you franz! kaya mo yan... pagdadasal kita! </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kanina on my way home, kasama kong naglakad ung isa kong friend... ayun syempre, ano pa bang paguusapan namin... e di lovelife... hahaha... im glad he's now on his stage of recovery... sabi nya mahirap maiwan sa ere, pero mas mahirap ung nakikita mong masaya na xa sa piling ng iba... whhaaaapppaaaakk!! lakas tama nun! oo masakit un... been there, done that! hahaha... and im glad that we've done that talk kasi minsan lang naman kami magkausap non kasi we're not that close... hahaha... nice one...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">cge na may exam pa ako bukas!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thank you and im sorry</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: last chance- allure :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115911338903029439?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158924986193153542006-09-22T18:41:00.000+08:002006-09-22T19:36:26.213+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Ultimatum!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>hindi ko alam!!! pagod na ako... sawa na ako... tama na please!!! tigilan nyo na ako!!!!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayan na namn ako...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">depressed na nman... sabi nga ni nanay baka naman daw iniisip ko lang na depressed ako kaya lalo akong nalulungkot... siguro nga...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero hindi rin kasi tatlong araw na akong ganito... wala sa sarili... gustong maglasing (naglasing na pala kagabi)... at feeling ko ang helpless helpless ko... bakit wala akong magawa sa mga nangyayari! bakit lalo kong pinapahirapan ang sarili ko kung kaya ko nman ayusin to... ngayon na dapat... gusto ko syang kausapin... sana nga magawa ko... minsan naisip ko na tapusin na... sana kaya ko... wala na rin sigurong pupuntahan, patutunguhan... e di ngayon palang isarado na... <strong>sana nga ganon lang kadali... sana nga...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kasalanan ko rin naman eh... kasalanan nating dalawa... kasalanan din ng pagkakataon... kasalanan din ng sitwasyon... lahat na kelangang sisihin... lahat walang takas... <strong>sana nga pwede mong awayin ang pagkakataon at sitwasyon... kaso hindi eh... sino pa bang magtatalo... e di tayo...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi lang nmaan yun ung iniisip ko eh... nakakainis lang na sumabay pa ang studies, nakatanggap ako ng loveletter (isang sulat na ipinapadala sa iyong magulang kapag may nagbabntang pagbagsak sa iyong subjects) ayun... nakatanggap ako sa anatomy1 at medical physiology... dalawang bigating subjects na kapag naibagsak ko ay sa kangkungan nalang ako pupulutin... haaay... </span><span style="font-size:85%;">hirap talagang maging proper... toxic... kelangang ibalance lahat ng dapat gawin... ischedule at ayusin at gawin ng maayos... <strong>sana kaya ko pa... sana lang</strong>... sapagkat wala na akong mukhang ihaharap sa nanay at tatay ko kapag natnggal pa ako sa plm... haaaaaay talga....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tapos sumabay pa ung dalwang peste na un... hahaha... ako lang naman nagisip na peste sila eh... hahaha... wag na nating ikwento... <strong>lalo lang akong nababadtrip...</strong> </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tapos syempre kelangan ko rin asikasuhin ung mga tropa ko... kaibigan ko sila... hindi ko nman sila pwede iwanan sa ere... <strong>kung pwedeng ako na lang magsacrifice bakit hindi</strong>... mahalaga sila sakin... kung wala sila... siguro hindi ako ganito ngayon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">buti na nga lang at laking pasalamat ko kay God na binigyan nya ako ng isang pamilyang sobrang maintindihin... wala kong kaproblema problema sa kanila... iniintindi nila ang mga pagkukulang ko, ang mga kamalian ko, at ang mga bagay na alam ko nman hindi talaga nila dapat palagpasin pero pinalagpas nila... salamat talaga...<strong> mahal na mahal ko sila... wala na kong ibang mahihiling pa sa isang pamilya... kahit papiliin nyo pa ako... stick with them na me... hahahaha...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">minsan nga niisip ko na kulang ang pagaaral na ginagawa ko... minsan kasi akala ko kelangan ko talagang sarilinin ang mga problema at ang pagsisikap sa pagaaral at sa problema.... nakakalimutan ko na pwede naman akong humingi ng tulong sa kanya... <strong>wala namng masama... wala namang mawawala... hindi namn baduy... hindi rin namn corny....</strong> effective talaga ang paghingi ng tulong sa taas... walang palya... sya ang magbibigay ng sagot sa exams, sa recitations, sahot sa problema mo at lakas para makapagpatuloy ka... pero syempre kelangan mong sabayan ng effort mo... hindi lang laging sya... <strong>tiwala lang... tiwala... tiwala sa diyos ang kailangan...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">sana bukas makalawa maging ok na ako...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">im glad someone like you came into my life</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">more than i needed, better than i expected</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dont know how long i could keep you</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>but i hope that who i am is enough to make you stay...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: one last cry- brian mcknight :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115892498619315354?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158772380164118492006-09-21T00:39:00.000+08:002006-09-21T01:13:00.256+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:85%;">corrugator supercilli muscle a.k.a frowning muscle</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bakit di ko magawang magsulat ng maayos ngayon?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ewan ko ba...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">simula kaninang umga idinidiin ko sa isip ko na depressed ako...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">siguro nga... malamang... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pahinga muna... tigil muna... baka kelangang magdahan dahan...</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">magparamdam ka naman...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">---------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">never heard from you the whole day...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: dont know why-norah jones :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115877238016411849?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158668314373125392006-09-19T19:36:00.000+08:002006-09-19T20:18:34.460+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:85%;">get the title?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ok ba ko? sa totoo lang hindi ko alam... cguro pinapakita ko lang na ayos lang ako kahit na hindi namn talaga... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">galit ba ako? oo... medyo... siguro nga... ewan ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">anong gagawin ko? hindi ko rin alam... sana nga alam ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi ko alam kung san ba ako lulugar... tama ba ung desisyon ko nung umpisa... sana pla noon plang tinapos ko na kung alam ko lang na magiging ganito...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>bakit ako ung kelangang laging magadjust?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>bakit ako ung laging naghihintay ng desisyon mo?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>bakit ako ung laging umaasa lang sa sagot mo?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>bakit ako ung laging talo... ung lugi... ung argabyado</strong>?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>inintindi ko nung sinabi mong mahal mo pa sya...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>inintindi ko nung sinabi mong aalis ka...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>inintindi ko lahat ng tungkol sayo...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>naintindihan mo ba ung mararamdaman ko?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ngayon hindi ko alam kung nagpapakatanga na lang ba ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">naghihintay sa wala... di alam kung babalikan pa... hindi alam kung may patutunguhan pa...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">alam ko kahit papano nakukulangan ka.. kahit di mo sabihin alam kong hindi ka ganon kasaya...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>oo masakit... nasasaktan ako... wala akong magawa... hindi ko maipaglaban kasi hindi ko alam kung pano...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">mahirap ung sitwasyon... naintindihan ko nman un eh</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero sana nakita ko un sa simula pa lang...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sabihin mo lang... maiintindihan ko...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>masakit pero sanay na sanay na ako...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ako ba talga? ako na lang ba lagi?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>kung kelan handa ka nang magseryoso tsaka pa nangyayari to...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>kung kelan akala mo sya na tsaka pa dumadating ung problema... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>kung kanino ka pa nageexpect ng malaki... dun ka pa pala maasaktan ng sobra...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>kung kelan nagawa kong pigilin ung sarili ko para magloko tsaka ko pa nararanasan to...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ganon tlaga... pinasok ko to, dapat panindigan ko... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi ko naman kayang talikuran... hindi ko talaga kaya...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">binalak kong iwan pero hindi ko magawa...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sinubukan kong takasan pero wala akong lakas para gawin yon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>simple lang naman eh... mahal kita... tapos... hindi pa ba sapat yon?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kaya eto ako...umaasa... naghihintay...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sana lang hindi sa wala...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ngayon sabihin mo sakin... <strong>mukha na ba talaga akong tanga?</strong></span><strong> </strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">am i not good enough for you?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tell me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: love of my life- southborder :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115866831437312539?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158577439547185702006-09-18T18:51:00.000+08:002006-09-18T19:04:00.696+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">waaah...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">got some big exams tommorrow on anatomy1...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">muscles and bones of all the parts of the body...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">origin, insertion, action and innervation...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">what can be harder than that...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i guess it's gonna be a sleepless monday... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wish me luck...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bye...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i love you still...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: agent orange-slapshock :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115857743954718570?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158509378472335072006-09-17T22:30:00.000+08:002006-09-18T00:09:41.706+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">nice one... im back... still no sleep... tired... but still managed to write a post... almost 12am... no classes tommorrow... sleepy yet still energetic... already went to the mall to stroll despite 3 days of minimal sleep (only an hour a day)... surviving...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">we went to LB yesterday (saturday) for our pool therapy classes of Physical Therapy 1... it was a success... all learned and enjoyed as well... it was raining the whole time so it was additional excitement... after the classes we've decided to stay at LB for another day... and off we went hunting for a private pool... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">3,500 cash for a house with a pool, 3 bedrooms, billiard table and unlimited videoke! (thats more like it)... there was 18 of us there... it was a night full of fun! syempre inuman, lasingan... <strong>walang uuwi ng hindi gumagapang!</strong></span><strong> </strong><span style="font-size:85%;">ayun may</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">gumapang na nga.... hindi ko sasabihin kung cno... masaya namn... lahat</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">kami ngaenjoy... at sempre ako ang punong tagapamahala ng kusina... walang tulugan... basta masaya... <strong>mainggit ung mga hindi sumama... </strong>ayun kanina lang kami nakauwi... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pagod na ako kaya walang pumapasok sa isip ko... wahaha... dudugtungan ko nalang bukas... wala naman akong pasok eh... kaso dami ko naman exam sa tuesday... cge paalam...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sorry... if i was not able to talk to you</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: iris- goo goo dolls :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115850937847233507?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158236398143297512006-09-14T19:34:00.000+08:002006-09-14T20:21:39.086+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">blithe- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">blissful- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">happy- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">gay- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">exhilirated- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">elated- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">blessed-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">jocund- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">jovial-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">mirthful-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">vivacious-</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">but still not in the mood for a post...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ill be out for a couple of days, got a lot of work to do... i will not be home for the next two days... maybe on sunday i will be able to be back... hopefully... excited for the pool therapy... see you on sunday...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-----------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wish you were here...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i really do...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: hiling- paramita :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115823639814329751?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158159285093424792006-09-13T22:29:00.001+08:002006-09-13T22:58:34.890+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haaay... recently sunod sunod ang mga tropa ko na humihingi sakin ng advices tungkol sa mga lovelife nila... ewan ko ba pero it comes natural for me na nasasagot ko yung mga ussual questions nila about their relationships and syempre common problems... <strong>sino ba ako? ako ba si joe the mangoe? imposible namang si Dr. LOve... eeeekyyy!!!!</strong></span><strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-one of my friend just recently broke up with her girlfriend who's also one of my close girl bud... he cant seem to get over with her... minsan parang over acting na pero syempre mahirap nga naman kapag mahal mo talaga ung tao ng sobra... <strong>my advice:</strong> just go find and look for another girl... kung ayaw na niya e di wag... mahirap pero atleast nasa side ka ng reality... sa simula lang yang ganyan... lilipas din.... simple lang nman di ba... wag ka nang umasa... habang umaasa ka lalo kang nasasaktan...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-another friend also just broke up with his boyfriend... reason... 3rd party... party? birthday party? (nyak... corny) well... galit sya dun sa guy kasi nga parang niloko sya, hindi pla para, niloko talaga xa... <strong>my reaction:</strong> go girl! right decision! its not your loss... sya ang nagloko, sya dapat ang magdusa... pero sometimes ikaw lang ung naapektuhan ng galit mo kya better just forget him... dagdag stress lang ung nagiisip ka ng kagalit... pero he deserves it nman... kulang pa nga yun sa mga ginawa nya...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-another friend of mine asked me for my reaction about her boyfriend... her boyfriend ended their relationship because he thinks that he would not be able to give enough time to my friend... in short nakipagsplit ung guy... sabi ni guy friends na alng daw sila... ayaw sana ng frend ko pero wala xang magawa... ngaun etong si guy still more concerned parin... the way the guy acted is that parang sila pa rin pero walang commitment...<strong> wat can i say:</strong> define "friendship"... ano ba talaga? ano un? friends with benifits ba? kung split dapat split na... tama na ung sweet talks kasi nakakapagpaasa lang sa wala ung ganon... so parang advantage nung guy kasi he could still act the same way as before pero ung friend ko walang magawa kasi hindi xa makapgdemand kasi hindi na nga sila... whata!!! iklaro nyo na please!!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">siguro they see me as a person who understands both sides... both the masculine and the feminine side... ewan ko... siguro ganun nga... pero minsan, since gusto ko ng long talks... un bang walang tayuan ng 3 oras... minsan ako nalang nagtatanong sa mga kausap ko ng anything about love... gusto kong makuha ung insights nila sa mga ibat ibang incidence about<strong> Love... love... at love...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>my common questions:</strong> (<em>sagutin nyo na rin sa isip nyo</em>)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-sinong pipiliin mo sa dalawa? ung taong sinagot mo nang una at naging compotable ka na sa kanya o ung bagong dating nanililigawan ka at sya ang perfect picture ng dream partner mo? (<strong>in short dun sa ba sa comfortable ka o dun sa dream partner mo?</strong>-<strong>ready ka bang iwan ung nauna para itake ung risk na itry kung magiging comfortable ka sa dream partner mo?)</strong></span><strong><br /></strong><span style="font-size:85%;">-is it alright for you to date your friend's ex?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-wat would you do if ur crush (p.s. he/she knows na crush mo sya) treats you more than friends but he/she has a partner already?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-pano ung mga taong alam nila na crush mo sila at alam mo rin na walang pagasa na maging kau ay lalo pang gumagawa ng actions para lalo kang mafall... lalayo ka ba? sasabihin mo ba na tumigil sya sa ginagawa nya? icoconfront mo ba? ano?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-naranasan mo na bang mainlove sa friend mo?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-anong mas ok para sau... ligaw na agad sayo o gagawin ka munang friend bago ka ligawan?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-pano kau nagbreak?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-<strong>kelangan ba talagang masaktan bago masabing nagmahal ka talaga?</strong></span><strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pagisipan mo tol! pag nagkita tayo tatanungin kita ng mga yan... hahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">im really really happy right now...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thanks for being there for me</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>love you so much</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: best i ever had-vertical horizon :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115815928509342479?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1158061321462377462006-09-12T18:04:00.000+08:002006-09-12T19:43:10.496+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>crabs-talangka-alimango-</strong> ano man ang tawag mo sa kanila... isa pa rin ang kahulugan nito samin ng mga katropa ko... at ano?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>CRABS</strong>- ang mga taong nanghihila pababa ng iba pang tao... kapag nakikita nila na naangatan na sila ay kailangan na nilang gamitin ang kanilang mga sipit para hatakin ang mga taong nauuna sa kanila... (imagine kharl doing the crab walk... hahaha)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">actually mga tropa ko nagbigay ng ganitong term sa kanila... ang hindi namin maintindihan eh wala namn kami sa itaas para hilahin nila pababa... haaay... hindi nman kami galit o ano man... napansin lang naman namin un... hindi namn kami inis sa mga taong to... kung inis man kami, hindi sa tao, sa ugali lang na ... syempre kaibigan ko naman lahat ng kabatch ko... kaya wala lang yun sakin... sobrang wala lang...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">---> nabasa ko kanina post ni nai sa blog nya sa friendster... ayun about sa pagaaral na naman... syempre gagayahin ko ung topic nya... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oo, mahirap talaga ang maging PT... lalo na ang maging proper... at lalong lalo na ang magaral sa isang eskwelahan na gumagawa ng mga board topnotchers... doble ang pressure...doble ang paghihirap... doble ang effort na kailngan mong ibigay... nung una excited ka pa magsuot ng white uniform... ang hindi mo alam, kaakibat nito ang matinding responsibilidad sa pagaaral at sa time management... <strong>at dun ako magaling... ASA...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">weekly schedule:</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Monday</em></strong>- pasok sa skul: chikahan: pre lec: post lec: kinig kay mam jenny at sir mondy: bilyar: uwi: net buong gabi: nood ng dorina pineda: tulog ng 1:00 AM</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Tuesday-</em></strong> pasok sa skul: tulog sa klase: pre lec: post lec: kinig kay mam calderon, mam jenny, sir mondy: chikahan: bilyar: uwi: nood ng dorina: net buong gabi: tulog 2:00 AM</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Wednesday-</em></strong> same as Monday (mam shirley at mam inion na)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Thursday-</em></strong> same as tuesday (mam shirley at mam ruth na)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Friday-</em></strong> pasok sa skul: chikahan: pre lec: post lec: kinig kay mam anna: kwentuhan sa 2nd year: inuman kay mente: uwi ng 1:00 AM: dating sa bahay ng 3:00 AM: ligo: basa ng konti: pasok para sa klase bukas</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Saturday-</em></strong> pasok ng skul: shikahan: pre lec: post lec: kinig kay Dr. Inciong: bilyar: nood ng game ng PT: inuman kina mente kasama 2nd year: wala nang uwian</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Sunday-</em></strong> tulog buong araw</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">---> yan ang time management! yan ang sundin nyo! wahahaha... pero seryoso nman ako sa pagaaral eh... ayoko lang na gawing obligasyon ang pagaaral... ineenjoy ko lang... sasakit lang ang ulo mo kapg pinoproblema mo ang pagaaraal at kung pano ka makakapasa... sabi ko nga sa kanila: </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">"ang grade nababago, pero ang saya na nakukuha mo at binibigay mo sa iba kapag nageenjoy ka eh hindi mo na mapapalitan, hindi na mababago, at maaring di mo na maramdaman ulit"</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sa bagay, sa yo at tanging sayo lang nakasalalay ang future mo... pero syempre kelangan mo rin ng tulong doon... dun o... tumingala ka lang... sa itaas... hindi ung kisame ha! hindi rin ung shooting star na pwede kang magwish para pumasa... sa kanya... tanging sa kanya lamang... sino pa ba... e di ka <strong>Lord</strong>... magdasal ka kasabay ng paggawa mo... humiling ka kapalit ng kabutihang ipapakita mo... at sigurado... makakasurvive tayo tol!!! </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">-------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">3 months...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">happy?.... i am</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: you and me-lifehouse :. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115806132146237746?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157896247629347382006-09-10T21:26:00.000+08:002006-09-10T21:50:47.700+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haaay... dahil sa wala akong mapangalan sa post ko ngayon ay naisipan kong gawing title ang hapunan ko ngayong gabi... isang masarap na sopas na naubusan na ng sabaw dahil sa hinigop na ng pasta ang liquid nito kaya naging malambot na rin ang elbow macaroni na ginamit dito... at sa susunod na sangkap, kakailanganin natin ng... ah eh.... mali pla... blog pla to hindi cooking show...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayun... masya nman ang araw ko...ordinary sunday lang... walang bago, wala rin namng boring at super exciting... tamang araw lang... nagising ako kanina sa doorbell ng plantsadora namin... (sa wakas may damit na nman ako) tapos aun nagsimula na akong maglinis, kumain, maglaba ng bag , kumain, magsimba, kumain, makipagkwentuhan sa nanay ko, at kumain... tsaka magonline buong araw at kumain... ano bang bago dun? ung kumain? hehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dahil sa gusto kong may bagong mangyari sa araw na ito ay may naisipan akong gawin... hindi naman sa sinadya ko un pero nagkataon na nagopen ung fredn ko sakin kaya nagopen na rin ako sa knya... hindi ko ussually ginagawa to, hinahayaan ko lang na madiscover un ng iba... parang confirmationna hindi in words... in short nag confess na ako sa kanya... it turned out well.. exciting naman... kaya kahit papano i feel relieved kasi nailabas ko na...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hindi pa rin maalis sa isip ko ung nangyari sakin nung friday night. ung sa recent post ko sa respect... ewan ko ba pero sobrang affected talaga ako... buti n lang talaga eh hindi ko nakita ung name at skul nila at ung itsura nila kundi huhuntingin ko talaga sila... haaay... sabi nga ng mga tropa ko sakin... waste of emotions lang sila... masstress lang ako... kaya kalimutan na!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay... namomroblema pa kami nina nix at kai kanina kasi hindi namin alam kung pano kami sa sabado... kung san kai magoovernight at magsswimming! hahaha... exciting! sana matuloy ang overnight... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sige, magaaral na ako! may exam pa ako kay sir mondy (top 1 sa PT-OT board exam sa nakaraang exam-bigatin di ba... made in PLM yan-ako na ang susunod! haha... asa) tungkol sa vertebral column ulit... sawa na ako sa backbone!!! ayoko nah!!! pero sa bagay mahalaga un kasi un ang pinakacomplikado kasi nandun ang spinal cord! bigla ko tuloy naalala nung nagkaslip disc si dadi... kung PT na sana ako non eh di hindi na kami naghire ng therapist nya! hahahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">cant wait for tommorrow...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wat u said meant the world for me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: fast and furious-tokyo drift soundtrack :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115789624762934738?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157747865432042302006-09-09T04:19:00.000+08:002006-09-09T04:37:45.486+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">simple lang nman di ba... madaling intindihin... hindi komplikado... hindin kailangan ng matinding pagiisip para maintindihan mo... minimal lang ang analyzation pero higit sa lahat walang computation... <strong>respeto</strong>...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ang hindi ko alam ay kung bakit may mga tao na hindi nakakaintindi sa simpleng salitang to... hindi nila kayang tantsahin ang pagsasabi ng tamang salita... sa tamang lugar... at sa tamang oras... haaay... sana mawala na sa mundo ung mga walang respeto...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayokong magrationalize pero sa totoo lang lalong bumaba ang tingin ko sa mga kagaya nila... nakaputi pa man din sila pero sa loob naman nakatago ang kaitiman ng kanilang ugali... sana nga hindi na pumasa sa board exam ung mga taong un na involved sa nangyari... hehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">kasalanan ko ba? kasalanan ba namin? ginusto ba namin to? pinili ba namin? pinilit para mapunta samin? <strong>hindi... hinding hindi</strong> ... kung ako naman papipiliin xempre ang gusto ko sa akin eh ung mamuhay ng masaya at tahimik... malayo sa pangkukutya at pangaasar... pero bakit ganon!!!! bakit may mga taong walang respeto! walang paggalang at <strong>matagal nang bantay sa gym!!!</strong> <em>(pakikonek nalang... ewan ko kung bakit yan ang naisulat ko... hahaha)</em></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay... buhay nga nman... sa bagay hindi mo nman madidiktahan ang iba... hindi mo nman mapipigilan ang gusto nilang isipin... sana lang bago sila magbitiw ng salita ay inisip muna nila kung may masasaktan at matatapakan sila... kung hindi lang umuulan eh binugbog ko na ung babaeng un sabay pagtalsik ng putik sa puti nyang uniform... hindi nman ako galit sa lahat ng kagaya nila... nagkataon lang na kung sino pa ung inaasahan mong magkakaroon ng respeto ay sila pa tong walang galang... di ba pinagaaralan din nila un... proper ethics... malamng absent sila nung panahon na yon... sana nga bumagsak sya sa board exam... (may sumpa... hihihi)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sorry sa mga nakabasa nito na kagaya nila... naiinis lang talaga ako at sobrnag nanggigigil... haaaay... wag ko lang sana silang makita ulit kung hindi makakatikim talaga sila sakin maliban sa mga katagang "mukha kang bisugo!!! bumagsak ka sana sa board exam... tuod! unding!" haaaay... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">----------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tired and sick...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no sleep... no rest...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">just tired... exhausted... low bat...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.:push-matchbox20:.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">am i stupid?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">tell me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115774786543204230?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157692333209748552006-09-08T13:00:00.000+08:002006-09-08T13:12:13.386+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">woaaaah!!! (tawa ni willen)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">GOODNEWS: we dont have classes for this day... my professor in psychiatry was sick and the other prof was out for a seminar... so whats the choice? no discussion... no crappy classrooms... no tiring lectures... in short no pain in the ass!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">BADNEWS: i still need to go to school because i left my physiology book (guyton) at the student council office... and we're supposed to have a quiz tommorrow... chapters 58,59,60... grrr...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--> another reason why i need to go to school because the CPT-WARRIORS!!! will have a basketball game at 5:30... as a part of the council im kinda required to watch to support the team! actually im really confused whether to go or not... thinking......</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">actually... kahit naman makuha ko ung libro ko eh hindi rin nman ako magbabasa... hahaha... nagyayay kasi si emman... rica's friend ng inuman sa haus nila... so hindi ko tlaga alam kung anong gagawin ko... haaaay... may pasok bukas kaya malamang hindi rin ako sumama kay rica pero syempre gusto ko... hahahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ayun... siguro kung pupunta ako ng manila... ngayon palang kelangan ko na umalis kasi di ba anong oras na! ano pang aabutan ko sa skul kung sakali! di ba! di ba! hehehe...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">goin to take a bath... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">already eaten my lunch...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">off i go to manila (hate it!)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: rapid hope loss: dashboard confessionals:.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115769233320974855?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157629745995431612006-09-07T18:30:00.001+08:002006-09-07T19:50:49.026+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haaaay...<br />toxic...<br />pissed off...<br />tired...<br />what more can i say?<br />CRAP!!!!!!<br /><br />not in the mood for a post...<br />no sleep...<br />no rest...<br />no energy...<br />nothing...<br /><br />just catch me some other time...<br />i'll just treat myself with a hot bath...<br />cozy music...<br />a nice cup of coffee...<br />and enough sleep for tomorrow's crazy day...<br /><br />------------------------------<br /><br />wishing you're here with me...<br />hoping...<br /><br />.:with arms wide open:.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115762974599543161?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157462379943647312006-09-05T20:45:00.000+08:002006-09-05T21:19:44.963+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">118% --- target grade ko sa <strong>ANATOMY 1</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and what the hell will i do para lang makakuha ng grade na 118 sa ANATOMY 1... ahmmm... reality check... anatomy 1 un... hindi lang basta basta... meaning para makakuha ako ng 118 na grade sa anatomy 1 ay maperfect ko lahat ng quiz, exams, at grand at mini pracs plus kelangan masagutan ko lahat ng bonus para lagpas lagpasan ang grade ko sa 100... <strong>ASA</strong>!!! isang malaking <strong>ASA</strong>!!! </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- but whats bothering me is that im not, at any point, concerned about whats going to happen on this subject... in shot... hindi ako nagwoworry, hindi ako kinakabahan, hindi ako natatakot... at un ang malaking problema... habang hindi ako nagwoworry... hindi ako magseseryoso... actually seryoso nman talaga ako kaso nga lang mahirap talaga sya... para bang binagsakan ka ng langit at lupa plus dinaanan ka ng 10 wheeler na truck na daladalang aspaltop na binuhos sa mukha mo... ano? may mas lalala pa ba?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- since hindi nga ako ntatakot, hanggang ngayon ay nandito pa rin ako sa harap ng pc at nagsusulat ng post na wala namng bumabasa... in short ulit... kalokohan... siguro hinihintay lang ng senses ko na maging probation ako bago ako talagang gumawa ng device plan sa pagaaral at gumawa ng maayos na sched ng buhay ko... ayon nga kay burgos... hehehe</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- sa wakas nakabili na rin ako ng earphones... actually si mommy bumili... kaya ako eto ngayon balik sa pakikinig 24 hours ng music... battery nman ang problema ko ngayon... hahaha... walang patayn ang mp3 sa tenga ko... actually kahit may klase para hindi antukin... pero nakikinig nman ako kahit papano. pangtanggal antok lang talaga...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- after namin magbilyar kanina sa mags... naglalakad kami nang mkita ko ang isang asong kamukhang kamukha ni eddie... black na labrador din, mas malaki nga lang si eddie... (e dambuhala na un eh... pero wala pa ring tatalo kay cairo... ang asong kabayo nina keichi) tapos un bigal ko lang naalala si eddie kaya paguwi ko sya agad ang inasikaso ko... ang ingay kasi kaya aun pinatahimik ko... hanggang ngayon nagiingay pa rin sya... parang kelan lang ay nandito lang sya sa loob ng kwarto ko, natutulog habang online ako... ngayon kapag pinakawalan mo eh manlalapa ng tao! wahahaha... wala lang... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- ano pa ba... kanian ayun puro exams... whats new.. wala na namn ako nasagot... bokya na naman... kasi ba namn 3 exams sa isang araw... laht mahahaba... laht mahihirap... 1. OIAN ng gluteal region, thigh, ankle, foot at leg... (waaahh... toxic... magandang pambungad ng araw) 2. Mini pracs sa cadaver (kaharap na namn ang 8 C (8 cadavers- mga patay na tao) 3. exam ni sir mondy ng all about the vertebral column (as in all about talaga!!! ang dami) lahat un malamang bagsak ako... haaay... buhay nga nman</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">back to studying... back to reality... back to killing myself</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">.: reason enough-avalon :.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">miss you!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115746237994364731?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1157376052115496452006-09-04T20:26:00.000+08:002006-09-04T21:33:36.823+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">wohooo... one week! one week! ako makakatagal ng one week na walang internet? actually nagawa ko na... hindi nman by choice... pesteng dsl lang yan at nagkatopak for one week... kaya aun... one week na walang post, one week na hindi nagcheck ng friendster, one week na hindi nagYM, one week na walang music downloading... haaay... atleast kahit papano nakapagaral ako... hahaha... ako magaaral... asa ka pa! oo nman nagaaral ako... (baliw, nakikipagtalo sa sarili)<br /><br />Since walang net sa buong linggo ay napurga ako sa panonood ng TV, movie marathon at music tripping... haaay... punta sa mga kapit bahay na matagal nang hindi nabibisita at sa kwentuhan sa mga kaklaseng di na nakakausap... akalain mo un... ang dami kong nagagawa kapag hindi ako nagoonline... hehehe<br /><br />kasabay ng one week na walang net, ay one week din na walang load... aun, may globe na nga ako (09176065787) pero wala namng laman pati ung sun ko... whats the sense,,, anong saysay ng cellphone na walang load... kaya aun, stranded lahat ng messages na gusto kong isend... delayed din ang flight ng mga reply ko sa mga tanong ng mga nagtetxt sakin at humihingi ng tulong... walang kwenta... walang buhay... walang wala...<br /><br />tapos... one week na sunod sunod ang problema at kalungkutan.. haaay... alam na un ng mga nakakakilala sakin ng lubusan... ako... eto... nagmumuykmok... walang magawa... hindi ko alam kung katangahan na ung ginagawa ko... haaaay... bahala na si batman and robin... hehehehe<br /><br />one week na pagbibilyar sa mags... one week na gabing paguwi... one week na pagiinuman... one week na pagtulog sa kwarto ng magulang ko... one week na pagsakay sa mga nagtatagong colorum na FX... one week na paghihintay na magawa na ang telepono nmain para mkapagpost na ako gaya nito... one week na paghihintay sa txt mo... oo sa txt mo... hehehe<br /><br />one week na pagmumunimuni sa mga bagay na namimiss ko na:<br />pagkanta sa banda ko tulad ng dati:paguwi ng 5 ng umaga dahil sa mga gig: pagsayaw sa sampaguita festival: pagovernioght sa bahay ng iba: pakikipagkwentuhan sa mga tropa ko: at syempre ikaw! tinatanong pa ba un... oo ikaw! sana nababasa mo to di ba...<br /><br />haaay... pahinga muna... aral ulit... muling pagpapakamatay...<br /><br />---------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />miss you so so much...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115737605211549645?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156701495334086142006-08-28T00:47:00.002+08:002006-09-04T21:38:51.113+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">time check... 1:26 am... hmm.. di pa ako masyadong inaantok...<br />ung ipopost ko ngayon para nung araw ng saturday... hehehe... hindi kasi ako nkagawa ng post dahil natuloy kami sa malate ng mga kaklase ko... remember...post midterm gimik namin...<br /><br />things that happened last saturday?...<br /><br />-syempre ang saya namin kasi last day na nung exam week namin... from 7 am up to 2 am ung exam namin sa physiology... 4 parts ung... 250 items... imagine, nagshashade ka ng mga pesteng bilog na yan for over 6-7 hours... haay... actually ung last part sinagutan ko na lang ng medyo mablis para lang mtapos na ang paghihirap ko...<br /><br />-watched game ng basketball boys ng PT... against tourism... ayun talo... but its fine atleast sobrang enjoy kami kasi sobrang high yung energy namin... full force na namn kasi kami... kahit na medyo dinaya daw... ok lang... ung refferee kasi (watever the spelling is...hehehe) simpleng hawak lang ng Pt sa kalaban eh foul na agad... grrrr... labang nman ng PT girls sa tuesday... malamang manood kami<br /><br />-then of we go to MENTE'S kainan (owned by the basketball player)... ayun inuman... inuman... inuman... may kantahan pala kasi may videooke... ang saya sobra... may mga nagiinuman din kasi dun sa place... mga seaman daw sila na paalis na kaya hapi hapi daw muna sila bago sila umalis... e di kanta kami ni chary (2nd year friend)... tapos nun biglang nagpalakpakan na ung nagiinumang sa harap namin... sabay naglabas ng pentelpen at nagpapirma samin sa damit nila... hahahhaa... akala namin joke lang pero ayaw nila kami tigilan hanggang di kami pumipirma... hahaha... as in... bago tsaka maganda pa namn din ung mga t shirt... haaay- syempre libre na ung mga sumunod na songs namin- tapos libre na rin ung sumunod na inumin namin- libre na rin ung yosi- hahaha... instant celebrity? wow... kinuha pa ung number ko! grabe na to! joy ride... we had fun namn kahit papano... di namn kami natakot kasi mukha namn sila mabait...<br />mga kasama namin sa inuman: ako: kai: chary: CJ: fro: Ian: isabel: luigi: jude: ryan: tsaka isa pang 2nd year...<br /><br />-then after the drinking session, we went to malate! hahaha... dumating kasi si raevee and we've decided na ituloy na ang happenings sa malate... im glad kasi kasama namin ung mga taong hindi mo aakalaing sasama... hindi ko nga sila nakakausap masyado sa school pero astig kasi sumama sila ngayon (ryan:jude:luigi) kaama rin namin si chary (sumama dahil kay CJ): cj :kai : at rave... ayun... party all night long... ibat iba nangyari...<br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>TOP 10 HAPPENINGS NUNG GABING YON</strong><br />10. late na dumating si CJ sa bar...<br />9. nakita namin sa starbucks si william martines<br />8. may mga natutulog habang nagpaparty sa sobrang pagod<br />7. umakyat kaming lahat sa ledge...<br />6. simula hanggang umalis kami ay hindi bumaba ng ledge si chary... party animal<br />5. may nagbugbugan sa loob ng bar at nagpaluan ng bote sa ulo<br />4. napasayaw namin si ryan<br />3. inuman na namn! umaapaw sa beer!!<br />2. may nakipagsayaw sakin na nakatalikod na seksy PS: pagharap nya ay isa pala syang gap toothed na baklang nakadamit pambabae... in short KABAYO<br />1. may nagharrass na sumasayaw sa crush ko... hahaha... (hulaan nyo nalng kung sino)<br /><br />- tapos 5 am nasa taft na ako... kaso 5:30 pa dadating ung first trip ng bus pauwi... nakatulog ako sa kainan ng burger sa tapat ng terminal... hahaha... 7 am na ako nakarating ng bahay... tapos tulog na.. that was one of the most memorable nights of my life... thanks guys!<br /><br />------------------------------------<br /><br />are you sure with me?...<br />coz if you'd ask me...<br />my answer would be "DEFINITELY"<br /><br />.: alone-heart :.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115670149533408614?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156502688208484692006-08-25T18:24:00.000+08:002006-08-25T18:49:18.266+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">:currently partying in my room: lights off: house music: full sound: no ones home:</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yakadooodledoo!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yippeee!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">trendelendenberg!!! hahahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yep... <strong>euphoria... </strong>the feeling of extreme happiness... di ko nga alam kung bakit ako nagkakaganito ngayon... bakit nga kaya? di ko rin talaga alam... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- my exams went well kanina... kahit minimal lang ang nireview ko eh feeling ko mataas ang makukuha ko sa exam ko kanina na psychiatry at anatomy 1 part 2.... in fairness mabait si sir kiko ngayon at madali lang ang exam nya- nailabas namin kay mam ruth ang aming hinaing sa pahirap na pahirap na lessons namin sa ibat ibang subject na maaring magpabagsak sa amin at magevict namin sa PT/med building at masira ang aming physical therapy dream sa loob lamang ng 30 days... well... si jocelyn lang naman ang naghysterical kanina sa pagcocomplain kaya ok na rin un- nagtinda ulit si manong tender juicy ng corn dog... at sa totoo lang close na kami kanina kahit na kausap pa rin nya ang boyprend nya sa cellphone habang hinahanda ang aking corn dog sandwich (mmm... my peyborit)- maaga akong nakauwi ngayon dahil sandali lang namn ung test namin, at kahit na nagbus ako eh ang bilis lang ng byahe... o dahil tulog lang ako the whole time? hehe- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haaay... buhay nga nman noh... nagyayaya sina kharl at best bud rave ng clubbing bukas sa malate... post midterm party daw... unwind... relax... forget studies kahit isang gabi lang... syempre kilala nyo nman ako... ako pa! eh ako ang malate king ng PT... ako mawawala sa circulation ng mga clubbers?! part na ng buhay ko ang pagpunta sa bar at magparty all night long... (kaya nga kahit nanadito lang ako sa kwarto ko eh party mode ako... hehehe)- </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">but here's the thing... wala akong datung... walang anda... walang bread... walang pang gimik... walang pangmalate!!!! anong gagawin ko???!?!?!!? sabi ni rave papautangin daw nya ako... hmmm.... kasya na kaya ung papahiram nya sakin? malamang hindi... nakikinita ko na... well... bahala na siguro bukas... pero malamang sa malamang malabo... haaay... kakabaliw... namiss ko pa namn din ang common grounds at fluid... simula nung pasukan wala pa akong bar hopping! waaaaaahhhh!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">rainy days na namn... ang lakas ng ulan dito... kelan kaya to titigil... kelan kaya huhupa ang pagtulo ng mga patak sa bubong ng bahay namin... kelan kaya dadating ung panahon na wala nang kasamang kalungkutan ang pag ulan... asa ka pa!</span><br />---------------------------------<br /><br />longing to hear your whisper...<br />longing for your touch...<br />longing for your love...<br /><br />.: because of you:kelly clarkson:.<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115650268820848469?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156435314380402792006-08-24T23:20:00.000+08:002006-08-25T00:13:24.863+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>cryotherapy</strong> (kraieoterapi:) <em>n</em>. <em>(med.)</em> treatment utilizing very low temperatures: the technique of using cold modalities <em>e.g</em>. ice, ice packs, cold water in treatment for different clinical manifestations...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--in short... ang paglalagay ng yelo sa namamagang paa,siko,tuhod,bukol at kung ano ano pang parte ng katawan... MAHIRAP BANG INTINDIHIN YON?!?! whaaaapakkk!!! (tunog ng isang malakas na batok sa ulo)--</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yup... that was our lesson this morning... luckily... supposedly... eventually... at as expected... ako na naman ang patient na pinagpractisan ng prof namin... well.. nagvolunteer namn ako kaya ok lang... nung una parang ayoko at gusto ko na umatras... pero nung ginagawa na ang mga pagaapply ng cold modalities sa ibat ibang parte ng katawan ko (kahit na half naked ako at kitang kita na ang beer belly ko) ay gusto ko nang matulog sa sobrang sarap... and why carabao? (paki connect na lang)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>1.</strong> ang init ng panahon kanina... at timing na timing ang paglagay sa balikat ko ng iced towel</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>2.</strong> mainit din ang ulo ko kanina... as in magsalita ka lang ng kahit na ano na wala lang para sayo eh sobrang big deal na para sakin) kaya ayos na ayos ang paglagay sa leeg ko ng ice packs...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>3.</strong> kahit papano masakit din ang trapezius muscle ko sa palagiang pagyuko (as if nagrereview... tulog lang yon)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>4.</strong> kinainggitan ako ng lahat ng kaklase ko dahil ang sarap ng higa ko sa plinth habang minamasahe ni propesora</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>5.</strong> wala lang... talagang natuwa lang ako... ewan ko kung bakit...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>serious mode------</strong> (syempre kelangan english-kaso inaantok na ako kaya tagalog nalang-uuuyy-palusot)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bakit kaya ganon... hindi ba pwedeng lagyan nalang ng yelo ung puso mo kapag nasasaktan ka... actually sakto nga ung term eh... cryotherapy- CRY-o-THERAPY... ano bang ginagawa mo kapag broken hearted ka? di ba iiyak ka? = CRY... syempre gusto mong mawala ung sakit kaya= THERAPY... meaning <strong>CRYOTHERAPY</strong>- a technique used to ease the pain and suffering of a brokenhearted person... tama naman analogy ko di ba? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">"prolonged application of a cold modality will result to numbness" --- hindi ba pwedeng magyelo nalang ako para mamanhid ka sa anumang sakit na mararamdam mo... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">pero bakit ganon?- sa experience natin... kahit na maligo ka pa sa swimming pool na nanigas sa yelo at kahit gayahin mo si <em>david blaine sa frozen in time na magic</em> nya eh hindi pa rin nawawala ang sakit ng pagiging broken hearted... hindi ba pwedeng daanin na lang sa 35 pesos na bag ng tube ice mula sa 7:11? hindi ba pwedeng ipasok mo nalng sarili mo sa loob ng freezer at sumabay sa pagtigas ng tinapa at ketsup? hindi ba pwedeng pwedeng pumunta ka sa tindahan ng kapitbahay nyo at magsuot ka sa freezer nila na may ice candy, tocino at uling? (aminin! may uling sa ref nyo... tama ba ako?) ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">actually... may tama rin namn sa mga nilelesson namin kapag icocompare mo sya sa buhay ng tao... sabi sa physiology... "stimulation of large sensory fibers of tactile can reduce pain at same area of body where pain is located" translation: mawawala ang sakit kapag hinawakan mo... simple pero epektibo... ikaw ano ba ginagawa mo kapag napaso ko... di ba hahawakan mo agad?... para mabawasan ang sakit... tama di ba... kapag nasasaktan ka (broken hearted) mas mapapadali mo ang pagkawala ng nararamdaman mo kapag meron taong nasa tabi mo na hinihimas ang likod mo (without being shovenist) at nagsasabing "kaya mo yan,kawalan nya un, wag kang magalala, nandito namn ako,kalimutan mo na sya, tama na... TARA INUMAN NA LANG TAYO!" </span><span style="font-size:85%;">huh?!?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sana ganon lang kadali... sana ganon ganon nalang... pero ang realidad... hindi eh... nangyayari talaga un... kung ganon lang kadali mawala ang sakit... kung madadaan lang lagi sa isang yelo ang pagkalimot sa nararamdaman mo... eh pano ka matututo? pano mo ito iiwasan? e di hindi ka na maninigurado kasi alam mo na madali lang nman makarecover sa pagiging brokenhearted? kala mo komplikado... akala mo badtrip na sa sakit sa katawan lang ang yelo at hindi sa puso... e di ngayon alam mo na... alam mo na na may dahilan kung bakit hindi lang ginawang ganon kadali ang pagkawala ng sakit... un ay para maging matatag tayo... napagdaanan ko na yan... kaso ang pagkakamali ko hindi ko pa namaster ang technique... (joe d' mangoe ikaw ba yan?)</span><br /><br />-----------------------------------<br /><br />.:time to grow:. lemar<br />perfect song for my post<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Thoughts of you were in my head</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I was lonely and I needed you next to me</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Life is harder since you left</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I never meant to do you wrong</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And now all is said and done</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I hope you won't be gone too long/ No</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">[Chorus]</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Where do I go</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">What do I do</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I can't deny I still feel something</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">You've broken the bondI gotta move on</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">But how do I end this lonely feeling?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">You've gone, I'm here, alone</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I guess it's time to grow</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I try to speak, but my words never catch the air</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Like you never knew I was there</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Take me back to the days when you really cared</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Can we make love re-appear?</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I can't go on the roads too long</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And now all is said and done</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I can't go forward if my heart's still where i'm coming from</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">[Chorus]</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Crying time is overI know I can't control her feelings</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">If she won't return, then I guess </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I'll be a manand move on</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Time to grow / And move on</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Make life better than it was before</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Time to grow and move on</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Make love better than I did before [repeat]</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I guess it's time to grow</span><br /><p><span style="font-size:78%;">---------------------</span></p><p><span style="font-size:85%;">i know i have to adjust for you... and i hope its enough for you to stay with me...</span><span style="font-size:78%;"></p></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115643531438040279?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156330033812886352006-08-23T18:09:00.000+08:002006-08-23T18:51:50.286+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">just arrived from school... first stop... MY BLOG... hahaha...<br />in short, walang hilahilamos, walang kain kain, walang bihis bihis... blog kaagad ang kaharap ko... eh kanino pa ba ako magkukwento ng mga nangyari ngayong araw na to kundi sa sarili ko! hehehe...<br /><br />ngayon ngayon lang... i realized na sapat na ang dalawang seryosong post para tigilan ko na ang pagiging sentimental sa mga sinusulat ko... naisip ko na medyo boring tsaka walang magkakainteres basahin ( eh kahit namn ngayon wala pa ring nagbabasa nito eh) hahaha<br /><br /><strong>MGA PANGYAYARI:</strong> (simula 12 am ngayong araw)<br /><em>12:00am</em><br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> maga aral ka na! wala kang isasagot bukas!!! Kinesiology ito! OIAN NG MUSCLES NG SHOULDER:HIPS AND PELVIS: FOREARM: ARM at WRIST AND HAND!!! PALPATION!!!<br /><strong>ako:</strong> maya maya na promise! last episode na to ng greys anatomy na papanoorin ko ngaung gabi... promise... last na to tapos magaaral na ako..<br /><br /><em>2:00am</em> (matapos ang 3 pang episode matapos kong sabihin na last na)<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> MAGPANIC KA NAMAN! wala ka pang alam!!!<br /><strong>ako:</strong> ok lang yan... kayang kaya yan ng isang oras... exciting na nangyayari sa pinapanood ko eh istorbo ka!<br /><br /><em>3:00 am</em> (matapos ang isa pang sumunod na episode)<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> o ano? magaaral ka na ba?<br /><strong>ako:</strong> sige na nga (pinatay ang dvd player... tsk)<br /><br /><em>5:30am</em><br /><strong>mommy (special participation):</strong> anak! gising na! umaga na, malalate ka na sa school...<br /><strong>ako:</strong> WAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! NAKATULOG AKO!!!!!<br /><br /><em>6:15 am</em> (habang nasa FX papuntang manila)<br /><strong>ako:</strong> "illiac crest, greater tuberosity, shaft of humerus, intertrochanteric line........"<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> mahilo ka sana! -dont read on a moving vehicle: sabi ng teacher ko nung grade 3-<br /><br /><em>7:30 am</em><br /><strong>propesora1</strong> (DRA INION): "Ok class... ready yourselves for our midterm exams- one seat apart-bring out your long folders-shade the letter of the best answer-no side glancing-no erasures-no superimpositions-no whatsoever" ....<br /><strong>ako:</strong> panic... panic... panic... panic... panic... PANIC!!!!!!<br /><br /><em>9:00 am</em><br /><strong>ako:</strong> walang masagot sa exam... inshort CLUELESS...<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> matulog ka nalang! BATUGAN!!!<br /><br /><em>9:15 am</em><br /><strong>propesora1:</strong> ok class pass your paper-late papers will not be accepted<br /><strong>ako:</strong> whhhhaaaaaapaaakk!!! BLANKO! BOKYA! ITLOG! tumataginting na shading sa papel na wala namng kabuluhan!<br /><br /><em>9:20 am</em><br /><strong>propesora2: </strong>now for the second part of your exam... get ready... get one and pass<br /><strong>ako:</strong> panibagong exam na naman na bobokyain!<br /><strong>konsensya: </strong>wahahaha! ayaw kasi makinig sakin!!! yan ang napapala!<br /><strong>ako: </strong>magtigil ka dyan konsensya ha! pasalamat ka nga binigyan pa kita ng participation dito!<br /><br /><em>11:00 am</em><br /><strong>propesora2:</strong> ok, time is up... pass ypur papers<br /><strong>ako:</strong> (habang nagpupunas ng tumulong laway) tapos na ba? bakit wala akong nasagot?!?! nyak nyak nyak!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><em>12:00 pm<br /></em><strong>-lunch break-</strong> kumain ako ng bacon hotdog sandwich na naligo sa mustard dahil sa kagagawan ng nagtitinda ng tender juicy sapagkat syay nakikipagtelebabad habang hinahanda ang aking sandwich- buti nalang at kahit papano nasa mood ako nung oras na yun- kung hindi sinumbong ko na sya sa boss nya- boyfriend yata nya kausap nya sa cellphone - PS: lalaki ung tindero ng hotdog... wahahaha<br /><br /><em>1:00 pm</em> </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>propesora1:</strong> ok, magbihis na kayo ng kines suit nyo at magsisismula na tayo sa grand practical exam... PALPATION!!!!<br /><strong>ako:</strong> (kumanta nalang ng basang basa sa ulan by aegis)<br /><br /><em>3:00 pm</em> (my turn sa practical)<br /><strong>ako:</strong> what new? ano bang bago? xempre clueless pa rin ako... walang masagot...<br /><strong>patient:</strong> walang imik...<br /><strong>ako:</strong> (bakit naman walang pakisama tong patient ko- sana man lang tinuruan nya ako kahit papano) wahahaha<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> no comment<br /><br /><em>4:00 pm</em><br /><strong>ako:</strong> tara INUMAN NA!!! BILYAR!!!!<br /><strong>tropapips:</strong> cge tara! game...<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> sige ayan ka na nman!!!<br /><br /><em>4:15 pm<br /></em><strong>ako:</strong> guys! where are you guys? san na kau? bakit kayo naglaho<br />(in short iniwanan ako at tinamad na silang magsaya)<br /><strong>konsensya:</strong> kasi namn hindi pa nman tapos ang exams nagcecelebrate ka na! bangag ka?!<br /><strong>ako:</strong> sa bagay... may point ka (kumain na lang ng calamares sa labas ng school (instant lipgloss dahil sa sobrang mamantika) plus gulaman ni ate at clorets pang tanggal bad breath)<br /><br />- at eto ako ngaun kakauwi lang ng bahay... magaaral sana kaso kelangan ko talaga malaman ang susunod na mangyayari sa greys anatomy- hahaha-<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------<br />how come you never dared to ask me how i feel?<br />-its been 2 days since i heard from you-<br />is it my fault? i guess i just really miss you...<br /><br />.:: It's you- U turn ::. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115633003381288635?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156239062542466972006-08-22T16:36:00.000+08:002006-08-22T17:31:04.436+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">limewire 4.12.4</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">one of the greatest invention i've encountered... who would ever know that someday... someone will create a program that will give me extreme pleasure and high... whoever you are that gave limewire to my life... you're so very much appreciated... lol</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">here i am again... just after one of my midterm exam (anatomy 1)... just relaxing... thinking... eventhough i have five more exams to go... i want to take a pause... a cup of coffee... my PC... and good music... thats all i need... that leads me to this day's post... lol </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">without music... life would be boring... life would be nothing... life would not be like this... i cant imagine my existence without the beautiful noise in my ear saying that life is beautiful... life is miserable... that life is what we live everyday... sometimes you just want to sit in the couch, have a nice cup of coffee, and listen to the best music you could imagine... reminiscing your past... recalling the things that happened in your life that is worth thinking, whether its happy,sad,tragic or heart breaking...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">songs.. created by a person... interpreted by a person... and listened to by a person very well depicts the reality... it only shows what the composer wants to relay... what the society wants to portray and what the world wants you to know... thats why we usually see our lives in the songs we listen to... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oh crap... i miss my band... too bad i have to leave them to focus on my studies... right decision? yup... but somehow... there's a side of me that wants to continue playing music... maybe music is my other half that i could never leave... a part of me that i know i cant detach to myself... well guys! wherever you are... i really miss our music!!! and to my beloved friend... angel... (my wedding singer partner)... there's still many unmarried couples out there... we can still play our music together... haha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">...tsk... tsk... tsk... downloading... downloading... i really cant stop... as they say... "mabuhay ang mga pirata"... hehehe... am i really stealing (because its piracy) ... nah... i just call it practicality... lol... here are some of my top choices... and you should really listen to these songs... the ones that never leave my Mp3 hehehe... my favorites... (* the best!)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- chasing cars: snow patrol *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- iris: goo goo dolls *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- somewhere only we know: greys anatomy season 1 *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- its you: U-turn *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- half crazy: freestyle</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- thank you for your love: dimsum</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- alive: frio</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- you are the one: freestyle</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- once in alifetime: freestyle *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- someones always saying goodbye: allona *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- youve made me stronger: regine velasquez</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- make it real: U-turn *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- last chance: allure *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- reason enough: avalon *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- time to grow: lemar *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- these dreams: heart *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- take my heart back: jenniffer love * </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- what might have been: lou pardini *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- God bless the broken road: rascal flatts *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- unfaithful: rihanna</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- All in love is fair: stevie wonder</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- lost in space: sitti *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- fools like me: lisa loeb *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- here without you: 3 doors down *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- ill be: edwin mccain *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- if your not the one: daniel beddingfield</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- goodbye yellow brick road: elton john</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- one last cry: brian mcknight</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- because of you: kelly clarkson</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- my love will show you everything: jenniffer love *</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- think of laura: U-turn *</span><br /><br />-----------------------------------------------<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">"God bless the broken road" - Rascal Flatts</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I set out on a narrow way, many years ago</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Hoping I would find true love along the broken road</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">But I got lost a time or two</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Wipped my brow and kept pushing through</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Chorus:Every long lost dream</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Lead me to where you are</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Others who broke my heart</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">They were like northern stars</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Pointing me on my way </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Into your loving arms </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">This much I know is true</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">That God bless the broken road</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">That lead me straight to you.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">I think about the years I spent</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Just passing through</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Tryin' to find the time I lost</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And give it back to you</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And you just smile and take my hand</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">You been there, you understand</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">It's all part of a grander plan</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And that is coming true.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Chorus </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">And god bless the broken road that lead me straight to you</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">-------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">that song is for you... you know its you....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115623906254246697?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33048862.post-1156175552039709422006-08-21T23:27:00.000+08:002006-08-21T23:57:49.590+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;">"I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose. There are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit, but here's the thing. I love the playing field." - Meredith Grey:grey's anatomy</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">A line from my favorite series... yes its true... the words of a self confessed hardworking student... sometimes you want to quit, but the thing is, the pressure is pleasure for you... you can stop anytime, but you cant...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">This is my first post, and the reason why i chose this topic is because of the upcoming exams...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">here i am... still awake at 12 am... absorbing all the facts given by the books, memorizing OIAN of the human anatomy... for some who doesnt know, im a 3rd year physical therapy student... some may call it prestige, but for me its torture... studying in a university who produce PT board top notchers scares the hell out of me... its like twice the pressure, twice the demands and twice the expectation...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">"The reason why i keep on hitting myself with a hammer, because it feels so good when i stop"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">results will only visualize after its all been done... lucky for me its a long 5 years... but who knows... i might be one of the next cream of the crop... hopefully... wishing</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Last Saturday, my physiology professor announced the top 20 students for the preliminary term... good thing is that im on it . TOP 16 out of 64... Did i really earned it, or i just woke up in the right side of the bed... just luck, just pure circumstances... but what bothers me is that i cant tell it to my mom and dad... maybe i just dont want them to expect... its just the prelims... midterms and finals are yet to come, and its a lot harder. its a battlefield... only the strongest survives... i just want the things to happen without them telling me that i should be one of the strongest...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. 'Never leave that 'til tomorrow,' he said, 'Which you could do today.' This is the man who discovered electricity. You’d think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong. What if you make a mistake you can’t undo. Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. It can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. And you thought I was speaking metaphorically."</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">--------------------------------------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Another thing... I just miss the days we're together... you know its you</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">chasingcars:snow patrol (you should really listen to this)</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">back to work... back to killing myself... back to reality</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/33048862-115617555203970942?l=gertzkirby.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>kiroyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00147653074440529351noreply@blogger.com1